just...

Sorry I haven't been on, lots of things have happen to me this week. First I got really sick and ended up missing a few days of school, and not to mention one on my friends did something I'm scared of. At this moment I just wish it's just a dream...Nothing is really real to me at the moment, I'm agitated, irritated, scared, and worried and I can't help it. I want to attack the one who actually started all of this but I know better, but yet little ol' me will still do it.